Smash Mouth - You Are My Number One

Hold me down

I'm gonna fly straight to heaven

Hold me down

Dont ever let go

I've been around

You know I can't stay forever

And when I leave

I want you to know

When I'm finally gone, I'm gonna be gone without a trace

There's a lot of good times ahead before we're done

And on top of this list of things before I leave this place

You are my number one, yes you are my number one

Cause you can tell me lies, you know that I'd still believe you

Stay right here dont leave from that spot

I can't go, you know I'm afraid to leave you

Don't you know? you're all that I've got

I'm afraid if you go you might disappear behind a mist

And I'd rather be hung from a tree or shot by a gun

And of all of these things that matter here upon my list

You are my number one, yes you are my number one

You are my number one

Trying to make it clear

Trying to let you know

When you're afraid I'm gonna be there

When I'm finally gone, I'm gonna be gone without a trace

There's a lot of good times ahead before we're done

And and and on top of this list of things before i leave this place

You are my number one

Yeah you are my number one

Whoa baby, said you are my number one

You are my number one

Why are you so mean?
How can i still be waiting?
How can i swallow everything that you said?
And still want to wait?

How can this happen?
I'm losing my will.
I dont have the will to do anything anymore.
I slept the whole damn day.

Why things have to be this way?
Why things just cant stay the way it is?
And never change?
Where did i screw up?
Why do you have to hate me so badly?
Swear at me?

Where did i screw up?! WHERE?!


PS - Congratulations to you! I'm officially losing my mind. :)

PPS- You should be very happy now,isnt it?


But i still dont hate you.

For God sake, have some mercy in me.
I can no longer concentrate in anything.

Comp sc exam is about to start in 2 hours time.
Wish me luck.
'Cause i barely studied.

I need u.

I dont want this to happen.
I dont want to open my eyes and see that I'm going to lose everything that i have.
Why do u need to be so mean?
I felt very happy around you
And u just love to take it away from me.

I dont think "I'll try my best to make it up to you too" meant anything.
It wont take my pain away.


我承认我不坚强, 我是个胆小鬼


I will still wait for a miracle


我放不下你

Again and again

Hurt again and again.
Why must God be playing me all the time?
When i thought finally it's going to be over,
When i thought things will go very well from now on,
When i thought finally i get to be happy from now on,
God just have to play with my life.
Just have to play me.
Until I fall to my knees
Until I cry my lungs out
Until I have no energy to fight
Until I no longer have the will

Yeah, i know i'm pathetic.
I just cant pull myself up.

I want to be happy.
Why cant u make me happy?
Why do you have to hurt me?
How can u be so mean?

And u, God!
Why are u doing this to me?
What did i do to deserve this?
Or u think it's fun to play me this way?




God,please help me.
Please...

I need u

Oh, i'm so sorry i abandon my blog for exactly one month. XD
It's not that i dont have things to blog about.
It's just that I got no time for blogging.
Because i'm addicted to facebook. XD
Addicted to the games.
I know i should be studying very hard now for mocks.
But i just cant seem to pull myself away from the comp.
So anyway, i think i screwed up my calculus topic test very badly.
But who cares?
Because our lecturer decided not to take the marks of this topic test into account.
And that means our mocks will be 60% which is really bad.
I doubt i will score half of it. T.T
How can some people be so smart and love calculus so much?
I want to have their brain!
That way i can solve all questions without cracking my head open. Bleh...

Well, its my birthday today. So happy birthday to myself! LOL
Gonna have applics topic test this thurs. And i havent start studying! T.T
And i have plenty of assignment not done yet!
I feel so lazy.
I am lazy.
And i know it's bad. Really bad. Urgh...

Just by thinking how many things are not done, I'm having mood swing now.
urgh...

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