9 more days to finals...
And the best part is i just finish one chapter of accounts out of the five subjects.
:)

Someone please tell me that I'm screwed.

I wish for a miracle.

Because I really need one.

Because I really want to have something.


Dude, i really hope that you could make up your mind ASAP.
Because the suspense is somehow killing me too.

I want you.
You know i cant resist you. :)

Lost. Despair. Hopeless. Helpless.

I am lifesmisery. Lifesmisery is me. It is my identity.

You cant deny me.

Because...

I.am.who.I.am.

Hurtful things that I've heard

"You're a fucking bitch."
"Fucking asshole"
"Get lost forever"
"I dont want to see you anymore"
"I hate you"
"You're the pain in my ass"
"You're driving me up the wall"
"You made me suffer, do you know that?"
"Whatever i did was just to make you shut up"
"I only need you when I'm lonely"
"Honestly, i dont care how you feel"

A big congratulation to you, you have the talent of becoming a successful actress
And it would be a waste if you dont join the entertainment industry
A big thank you to you too for inflicting another wound on the heart of mine that was in the process of recovering
Thank you for pushing me to the limit
Thank you for being mean
Thank you for telling me all those hurtful things when i most needed is comfort and a shoulder to cry on
Thank you for walking away as if nothing happened at the lowest moment in my life
Thank you for ignoring the pain that i felt
Thank you for letting me know that you dont fucking care how upset i am
Thank you for lying
Thank you for crushing all my hopes
Thank you for letting me be happy for a moment, and let me suffer after that moment
Thank you for letting me have the best moments of my life for a moment, and let me go through the nightmare after that moment

I put in so much effort for this and i thought that Yay! Finally my luck's changing! but it wasnt.
It just got worse.
U hurt me. Happy now?