Am tired.
My conscience keep telling me that i need to study as exam is real near.
But my body just dont listen at all. It is feeling sleepy all the time.
My body wants to watch movie so badly.
Damn it. I NEED TO STUDY!
Seeing how much my friends have studied make me feel so stressed up.
I dont know what to do.

As much as i want to hold you and say i love you, i cant.

If i try to die,i would first delete all ur msgs and ur calls so that no one can trace it back to u. So dont worry.

I gave u my heart and u tore it into pieces.but yet,i still cant hate u.

I love u.
And u dont know how much my heart hurts now.

I'm sorry that i hurt you.

I will do anything to make it up to you.

I'm really sorry.

I promise it wont happen again.

Can u please for give me? Please?

Extra marital affair

Is it just me who thinks that after the Tiger Wood's incident, more "dirty little secret" of famous and reputable people is out to the public?

For example:

Jack Neo, the famous Singaporean actor and director.

Ashley Cole

John Terry

Extra marital affair really do ruin one's career and reputation, dont they?
I was shocked when the newspaper published that Jack Neo had an affair. (In fact, it's more than 1)
I wont say that the people above must not be blamed.
I do agree that what they did was very wrong.
But i just feel that it's so wasted.
They're all talented. Golf player, football player, movie director...
They're reputable. Their face appears in advertisements etc etc. They are like angels.
But when the girls they had affair with decided to "kiss and tell", they fall right to the bottom.
People are realistic. When your name go bad, they act like they dont know you. They pull back the advertisements that you done for them. They decided that they can no longer work with/for you.





Honestly i pity them. They already got so much to deal with. So much explaining and apologizing to do. But the media still keep trying to "dig" more juicy news about them. I really think that the media should just leave them alone.
Those news will quiet down someday. But people will remember them as "the man who cheated on his wife".

Kindness...or nothing better to do?

As usual, i was walking in the park this morning.
I saw the maid of the house facing the park was sweeping the dry leaves outside the house.
But something caught my eye after a while.
The maid was actually sweeping the neighbor's compound too.
I opened my eyes so wide that it almost popped out.
I was curious. Very curious.
I thought people nowadays only mind their own business.
They dont go thru the pain to help others.
Maybe i'm wrong. I dont know.

Maybe she's kind.

Or maybe she just got nothing better to do. *shrugs*

But I still could not give up.

Because you mean too much to me.

Sometimes your words are hard to swallow.

Because it hurts so much.

Till i cant breathe.

Love between siblings

I was walking in the park this morning.
I saw a mother looking over her 3 daughters who were playing at the playground.
Then the mother said to them: "Girls, let's go home! Daddy's waiting for us to go breakfast together."
All of the girls pleaded their mother to let them have the swing before they go back.
The mother helped the youngest (around 2-3 years old) up the swing because she wasn't tall enough to reach.
I guess my heart warmed when i see their smile. They have got nothing in the world to worry about. They don't have to worry about exams or money problem. When they are happy, they smile; when they are sad, they cry. They dont have to squeeze a fake smile and face the world. Therefore their smile is genuine.

Then the oldest (around 6 years old i guess) decided that she had enough of swing and went to play at the slide. The 2nd (around 4 years old) started to follow her older sibling. The youngest baby wanted to go too but she couldnt get off the swing and her mother was busy with other things. She called out softly :"Jie jie, help me. Jie jie..."
The 2nd rushed to her side fearing that she might fall down.
"Be careful, mei. slowly come down. Dont fall down. Come, jie jie hold ur hand."
The 2nd was willing to miss out some fun for her babysister.
The message of love was conveyed just thru a simple act.

The love between siblings is a bond that can never be broken no matter what.

Sometimes i wished that i have an older sibling too.

Wth is ur problem?
U dun even hav the courtesy 2 tell me?
Fuck
U just dun care eventhough u r hurting me.
Im just a piece of crap to u.

You just dont fucking care,do u?

U just dont get it, dont you?

Things may not matter to you at all.
But it does for me.

In fact, it is hurting me.

But i so know that you dont give a damn.

不怕痛

一对夫妻来到牙科诊所.
丈夫问医生 ： 拔一颗牙需要多少钱?
医生 ： 如果有打麻醉剂，费用是五百元，如果不打麻醉剂，只要三百元
丈夫 ： 好，那就不必打麻醉剂，直接拔吧!
医生 ： 你真勇敢，居然不怕痛.
丈夫 ： 哪里哪里，小意思!
然后，丈夫转身对妻子说 ： 快上去坐吧! 医生在等你呢!

误认

扒手失手被捕，法庭开庭.

法官问扒手 ： 难道你看不出皮夹是别人的吗？

扒手 ： 法官大人，我当然看得出来，但是皮夹里的钞票实在是太像我的了.

力气的大小

法官 ： 你为什么要用椅子砸你的婆婆？

被告 ： 因为我举不起桌子

Just admit it. U dont need me until you have nothing to do in ur hands.

Admit it. That to you I'm just a float.

无辜的鸡

乡下老李的太太在结婚纪念日问老公 ： 老公，我今晚要不要杀只鸡来庆祝一下？

老李回答 ： 不要啦！ 何必把二十年前的错算在一只鸡的头上呢！