If I have the courage to stab myself, i would stab myself in the heart.
Because u make it hurt so badly that i dont want to feel it for another second.
You just promised me yesterday and now you change your mind again.
I hate myself u know that? I believed everything you said again and again even though u hurt me u lied to me again and again.
Fuck my life really.
U promised nothing is going to change again.
U promised you would not leave again.
U promised what she said will not turn out to be true, that you would prove her wrong.
U promised that we will TRY and work this out.
You are a liar. and I'm a fucking believer.
U really screwed me inside out u know that?
Do you have any idea how much fun how happy i was?
The things you said the way you cared the way you worry.
Even after coming back you kept ur promise.
You promise you would not change and u didnt.
But now just because of a stupid mistake, u changed.
You fucked up my life again.
I said a million times that im sorry.
And yet you just cant be bothered.
Do u know how worried i was? How frustrating it is?
U gave me all the assurance and because of a small mistake, you let it plunge down to zero.

I just want us to get back to how we were before what happened yesterday.
Stop hurting me