Friday, June 19, 2009

I dont need it either.
Have u think about how i would feel?
About the pain i'm feeling now?
All u would say is time will cure.
But how long?
A month? A year? Now?
I'm already half dead.
I know. It's all my fault.
Can u hear my heart's breaking into pieces?
Even other people can hear it, why cant u?
Are u just trying to act you're deaf or u just couldnt care less?
Would u care to do the jigsaw puzzle for me?

i really dont want this.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

it's hard to be alone.

where nobody can see or hear you.

u.me.me.u.

there's miracle when u believe.
Every moment i spent with you is a moment I treasure

I dont want to close my eyes

I dont want to fall asleep
'Cause i'd miss you

PS - Whether you believe it or not, i wouldnt do that again. I know you dont believe... but that's all i can say. It's up to you to believe or not.


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Everything's upside down

Who was there for me when i'm crying?

I dont want to be emo.

I feel weak and vulnerable.

I feel sick!

Monday, June 8, 2009

Where are you?

Why do u act like how i imagined you wouldn't be?

This is not the end right?

Dont go away, i will be afraid.
Life would be diffeerent without you.

It's not what you think it is...

I'm not abandoning my blog. It's just that i feel there's nothing to blog about. Even i have, my mind become empty when i sit infront of the comp.

Mid year exam is 1 week from now. And i havent started a single thing. :(
Calculus is totally a killer.

I miss high school. Miss high school holidays. At least they're long enough and at the right time. Now in college, i have holi when other people's having school. And people's having holi now when i'm suffering in college. Hate it.

Things are getting rough lately. And i dont know why.

I miss you