Give me some respect.

Dont u just hate people who doesnt respect u at all?
People who always take u for granted.

Another thing is I'm going to be very honest here.
You...really do annoy me.
You're the most annoying person i ever known in my life.
From ur lame jokes to the answers that are irrelevant to the questions.
Sometimes...NO! I should say all the time i feel really frustrated to talk to you.
I dont know why but u just make my day real moody.

Anyways, I dont know how i feel right now. Sour i guess.
PS- I love the way you love, but I hate the way I love you back

Remember i told u that the times that u make me feel uncomfortable and upset inside is always scale 10? i'm not lying about it. I'm serious.

Friends?

I finally understood what are friends for.
U, thank u for teaching me that.

U taught me that friends are to be ignored.

Honestly, i regret calling u my friend.

Relieved

Finally, i can breathe normally after so long. At last i handed in my assignment.
I was kinda glad that i manage to get it done. Before i left for PD last Sat, i was freaking out because i only done the report part but not the references and reflective essay.
That time i was so frustrated to think that I'm wasting time at PD. I could have done my assignment much earlier.
When i came back on Sunday, i was scared that i will not manage to finish it.
But thanks to PQ who helped me with the points for my reflective essay. Next time i belanja makan okay? :)
I was so bored at PD. Though it's just 2 days 1 night but still ...
So... i ended up wasting my precious money as well.
I went to arcade and spend about RM 40 in 2 days. Lol...


I guess today was a very bad day.
But it's not friday the 13th isnt it?
haiz... i really dont know what else to say about anymore.
I've done my part.
I've never felt i want to walk away from this so badly.

喜欢的 还是喜欢
讨厌的 还是讨厌
I LOVE WHAT I LOVE
I HATE WHAT I HATE

PS- Say that u love me. Say that u care.

Book "sweeping"

Last Sunday, my fam and i went ioi mall. Went there to have our tea + dinner at 4 plus. We ate at Wong Kok Char Chan Teng. Feel kinda boring lar. Always eat at the same shop. Asked mom to eat at Sushi King she dont want. All becz of 2nd sis. She dont eat sushi. Iish...
After eating, we went to Popular. They were having discounts for alot of books, dvds and cds.
Original dvds only cost 25.90. Vcds cost 5.90. Discount for books were about 50 % - 70% i guess.
So all of us went different direction. I went to search for eng story books. Mom went to look for dvds. Youngest sis went to look for comics while the other sis went to search for chinese story books. And dad's job was to carry the basket.
After searching for almost 1 hr, we bought 2vcds, 1 taiwan series and a few books.

Mandrin edition of Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse


I guess I'm crazy about vampire related books d.

Thats all. My mom almost going to get the electronic dictionary. But my dad stopped her. He say if she buy it then we will become more stupid. Next time wont even know how to find words using dictionary. Lol...

Ps: I hope holiday never ends.

I'm down

Still feel kinda down right now. I was fine yesterday night. But during accounts class today, the disappointed feeling started to eat me up all over again. I cant believe even I'm worse than her.

I convinced myself yesterday that the results doesn't really matter. It's not important. But apparently it's important to me. It matters to me.

Feeling numb.

Adios

SPM results!

Well, this is the day where all ex form 5s almost shit in their pants (except for those people who knew they would do very well)

I was chatting with one of my college mate yesterday at Rock cafe. We were talking about today's SPM results. She was kinda afraid of feeling disappointed when she take her results today. So then i told her keep ur hopes low. Low enough to make urself unhappy. Then when u take better results than u expected, u will be darn happy.

Honestly, i DID keep my hopes low. I said i wud be happy even i got 3As. lol. I guess tht's low enough.

Anyways, i woke up today at 6. I didnt feel like i wanna wake up. I didnt want to go to Seafield to get my results. I'm scared. But i still went. I reached there about 8 then me, doon and simon walked to jo's hse. We sat at her place quite some time before we get our lazy ass up and walked back to school because we could not stand letting Jia Ying feel so hungry. Right, J?

At jo hse

Back at school, we saw PQ, PY and Est were doing the job as the gardener and the bench cleaner. Then J said she dont feel like eating canteen food because it look so yucky. So we "begged" Jo to drive us go makan breakfast. We were laughing all the way. We kinda tease Jo for her EXCELLENT driving skill. I wonder how she passed her undang test. Because the no entry sign was so obvious there staring back at Jo. But she still turned in anyway. And her reason is : no car mar...
We were even petrified when she suddenly U turn at the petrol station. She said we were noisy back there. Giving alot of comments. Jo, we were just trying to make u feel more relax mar. Not so tension. Anyways, we reached there and back to Jo's hse ALIVE. Then we went to library chit chat abit. By 11, we went down to canteen and wait. I felt there's butterfly in my stomach. Felt like vomitting. Feeling nausea. Urgh...

Waiting outside the hall. Emo-ing

Then, about 11 plus, we went it to the hall and q up to take our results. I was the 3rd to take. Seok Kuan got all straight A1's and she is the top student. I can feel tht my hands are cold. My heart is beating real fast. When i wanted to take the exam slip from Pn. Ng, she backed away and ask me to take all the brochures first. I grabbed all and held my hand out to take the exam slip away from her. I used the brochures to cover my results because i dare not look at it. Then i walked away i saw Pn Wong and doon coming to me to see my result. I told them i havent seen yet. I told them not to tell me. But doon still told me. She held four fingers up and say "u got 4B". At tht time, i feel kinda disappointed d. Oh well, i dont how wat emotions i shud have. I didnt have tears of joy or tears of sadness in my tear glands.

6A1s, 2A2s, 3B3s and 1B4

I never expect i would get B4 for chinese. I expected C or something because i suck in chinese.
After counting the As over and over again, i gave up. No matter how many times i count, it will still be 8 only.
So, i went to see Jo's result.

She was crying d. She got all straight As. Congrats!
Then i also went to see J's result. She even worse. Straight A1s except for moral. Damn... Both of them were freaking nervous before taking result. Somemore warn me not to ask about their results. You see now...Both also straight As. Iish... Anyways, congrats.

Well, as i said, i feel disappointed. I thought. I assumed i did keep my hopes low. But apparently it's not working. Blah...

Ps - Jo, i bagi muka u d. I "risked" my life to sit ur car. haha