SPM results!

Well, this is the day where all ex form 5s almost shit in their pants (except for those people who knew they would do very well)

I was chatting with one of my college mate yesterday at Rock cafe. We were talking about today's SPM results. She was kinda afraid of feeling disappointed when she take her results today. So then i told her keep ur hopes low. Low enough to make urself unhappy. Then when u take better results than u expected, u will be darn happy.

Honestly, i DID keep my hopes low. I said i wud be happy even i got 3As. lol. I guess tht's low enough.

Anyways, i woke up today at 6. I didnt feel like i wanna wake up. I didnt want to go to Seafield to get my results. I'm scared. But i still went. I reached there about 8 then me, doon and simon walked to jo's hse. We sat at her place quite some time before we get our lazy ass up and walked back to school because we could not stand letting Jia Ying feel so hungry. Right, J?

At jo hse

Back at school, we saw PQ, PY and Est were doing the job as the gardener and the bench cleaner. Then J said she dont feel like eating canteen food because it look so yucky. So we "begged" Jo to drive us go makan breakfast. We were laughing all the way. We kinda tease Jo for her EXCELLENT driving skill. I wonder how she passed her undang test. Because the no entry sign was so obvious there staring back at Jo. But she still turned in anyway. And her reason is : no car mar...
We were even petrified when she suddenly U turn at the petrol station. She said we were noisy back there. Giving alot of comments. Jo, we were just trying to make u feel more relax mar. Not so tension. Anyways, we reached there and back to Jo's hse ALIVE. Then we went to library chit chat abit. By 11, we went down to canteen and wait. I felt there's butterfly in my stomach. Felt like vomitting. Feeling nausea. Urgh...

Waiting outside the hall. Emo-ing

Then, about 11 plus, we went it to the hall and q up to take our results. I was the 3rd to take. Seok Kuan got all straight A1's and she is the top student. I can feel tht my hands are cold. My heart is beating real fast. When i wanted to take the exam slip from Pn. Ng, she backed away and ask me to take all the brochures first. I grabbed all and held my hand out to take the exam slip away from her. I used the brochures to cover my results because i dare not look at it. Then i walked away i saw Pn Wong and doon coming to me to see my result. I told them i havent seen yet. I told them not to tell me. But doon still told me. She held four fingers up and say "u got 4B". At tht time, i feel kinda disappointed d. Oh well, i dont how wat emotions i shud have. I didnt have tears of joy or tears of sadness in my tear glands.

6A1s, 2A2s, 3B3s and 1B4

I never expect i would get B4 for chinese. I expected C or something because i suck in chinese.
After counting the As over and over again, i gave up. No matter how many times i count, it will still be 8 only.
So, i went to see Jo's result.

She was crying d. She got all straight As. Congrats!
Then i also went to see J's result. She even worse. Straight A1s except for moral. Damn... Both of them were freaking nervous before taking result. Somemore warn me not to ask about their results. You see now...Both also straight As. Iish... Anyways, congrats.

Well, as i said, i feel disappointed. I thought. I assumed i did keep my hopes low. But apparently it's not working. Blah...

Ps - Jo, i bagi muka u d. I "risked" my life to sit ur car. haha