Again and again

Hurt again and again.
Why must God be playing me all the time?
When i thought finally it's going to be over,
When i thought things will go very well from now on,
When i thought finally i get to be happy from now on,
God just have to play with my life.
Just have to play me.
Until I fall to my knees
Until I cry my lungs out
Until I have no energy to fight
Until I no longer have the will

Yeah, i know i'm pathetic.
I just cant pull myself up.

I want to be happy.
Why cant u make me happy?
Why do you have to hurt me?
How can u be so mean?

And u, God!
Why are u doing this to me?
What did i do to deserve this?
Or u think it's fun to play me this way?




God,please help me.
Please...

I need u