Why does HE have to put me thru all these?
Why dont just kill me?
Rather than to torture me slowly.

The wait last night was torturing.
Very much unbearable.
That i punched myself in the face and kept asking why am i still waiting
What am i still waiting for
Why does HE wanna put me thru this?
To test my endurance?
All i wanted is things to be normal again
Why do i have to go thru all these?



Do i really need to leave?
Gone without a trace?
Someone please save me