I do thank you for giving me an equal chance.
Just that I'm afraid that no matter how hard i try, things just wont change, you wont change your mind, you wont be touched.
I know i said I know u have preferences.
Its just that it's like no matter what i do, you just wont comment about it. Or even talk about it
It makes me lose confidence.

Please grant my wishes already.
I really cant stand this.
Please just help me out